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i do not think that Ester trusts Dr. Gordon because he isnt like most doctors. and he has a family. this is important to ester because upon meeting him and finding this out she feels that she cant trust him anymore. he is too good looking for her to trust him, because she has had bad experiences with good looking men. she thinks about the guard and wishes she had just married him so that she could have that perfect family. she just wants to fit in. and she wants to know whats wrong with her. Dr. Gordon isnt helping her because he wont tell her what is wrong. all she wants to do is to figure out what her problems are, and let him fix them. now she doesnt trust him, and he isnt helping her with her problems.